Let's walk and gaze at starts tonight
just you and I and distant lights
sandy feet, mosquito bites
don't know the name or shape or sight
but love to look up such great heights
to see so far above the land
and softly reach to hold your hand.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Starstruck
The stars are out above my head
But I can't see them from my bed
I know they're out there, shining bright
Raining down a distant light
I'd like to catch and keep the hue
to light a night somewhere with you.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
New Hat
You've been on my mind for the better part of a year.
There's no way to explain it, everything reminds me of you. Everysighteverysoundeverymotionevery train of thought begins or ends with you. You have become the Penn Station of my consciousness.
I don't even know you. That's not true. But it is. You are.
I can never tell if my heart beats with excitement or fear, probably both. Fear is a type of excitement, right? You uplift, you hold, you fall so beautifully.
My mind is a string you've pulled tight enough to play a tune, a song of joy, tension, and nervous expectation. Not a love song though,
Never a love song.
I'm not worthy to write yours. I'm not worthy to write your anything.
I'm hardly worth the paper you write on.
That's not true. But it is. You are.
I guess I'll just write on.
Right on.
There's no way to explain it, everything reminds me of you. Everysighteverysoundeverymotionevery train of thought begins or ends with you. You have become the Penn Station of my consciousness.
I don't even know you. That's not true. But it is. You are.
I can never tell if my heart beats with excitement or fear, probably both. Fear is a type of excitement, right? You uplift, you hold, you fall so beautifully.
My mind is a string you've pulled tight enough to play a tune, a song of joy, tension, and nervous expectation. Not a love song though,
Never a love song.
I'm not worthy to write yours. I'm not worthy to write your anything.
I'm hardly worth the paper you write on.
That's not true. But it is. You are.
I guess I'll just write on.
Right on.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Open letter to Mothers
Dear Mother,
I love you.
There are no words to describe the respect I have for you, for your strength and vitality. You are my strength and compassion, my heart and soul. You break the machines and fix the people. So many benefit from your existence. Into our lives you swoop, like the hawks you so admire, and snatch away the pain we've brought upon ourselves. To often you carry it with you, hidden beneath your beauty. I am long away, but you are inside my heart, keeping an eye on the things I do. You are the voice of compassion when I feel cold, you remind me to never give up. On anyone. You are my heart. You are my soul.
Dear Mother,
I love you.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Sure thing
The logic is clear, the facts are all straight
but thinking does not make me
palpitate
like dreams to set my nights afire
and ravage clear minds with cloudy desire
but thinking does not make me
palpitate
like dreams to set my nights afire
and ravage clear minds with cloudy desire
G&T
You woke up in the runoff,
You can't stay on your feet.
You're jumping off the wagon,
You're falling out your seat.
You can't stay on your feet.
You're jumping off the wagon,
You're falling out your seat.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Fall
They're calling it a business now
Selling your soul
to get Rick-rolled
Or were you sick that day?
Either way, the benefits suck.
----
America the Beautiful
Can I kiss you? You're so beautiful
You really look great tonight
Have you lost weight?
xxx
I had a Parsnip for the first time.
Well, probably not the first time.
But the first time I knew it.
It was pretty good,
I had it with Brussel Sprouts
+++
I passed by New York
34,000 drops away;
wishing I could fall and tell
the ways I fell for you.
Selling your soul
to get Rick-rolled
Or were you sick that day?
Either way, the benefits suck.
----
America the Beautiful
Can I kiss you? You're so beautiful
You really look great tonight
Have you lost weight?
xxx
I had a Parsnip for the first time.
Well, probably not the first time.
But the first time I knew it.
It was pretty good,
I had it with Brussel Sprouts
+++
I passed by New York
34,000 drops away;
wishing I could fall and tell
the ways I fell for you.
Smile
You are simply marvelously incredibly enchantingly stupendously infinitely wonderfully alluringly incredibly charmingly stupefyingly gracefully beautifully astonishingly stuck in a rut.
Let me know how that works out for you.
Let me know how that works out for you.
Thither
Hither, thither, thither and yon
whenever we meet it's never for long
As soon as we land, you're up and gone
to the next Destination
the next life to try on,
the next moment waiting to join your past
counting the footsteps you outgrow so fast
tracking the progress and age of your heart
as it swells up, breaks, and tries to restart
For each fresh adventure
I follow anew
wherever you are,
however you choose,
though my body is still
my thoughts move with you.
When we'll meet next
I don't really know
but you are my friend,
that's forever.
So smile
and Go.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Visit
Christmas in the sticks
Time to leave my concrete home
our Jungle's gotten crowded
while my country stayed alone.
Now Moments from the past
will age and reappear;
When I leave I will keep searching
for what I can't find here.
Time to leave my concrete home
our Jungle's gotten crowded
while my country stayed alone.
Now Moments from the past
will age and reappear;
When I leave I will keep searching
for what I can't find here.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Flying
So many nights
I dream the air
great company
awaits up there
But every time
I touch the sky
I find myself
in the dirt,
like rain.
or, mud.
I guess.
I dream the air
great company
awaits up there
But every time
I touch the sky
I find myself
in the dirt,
like rain.
or, mud.
I guess.
Shoestring Poetry
How long did it take this morning,
deciding that today you would
relegate yourself to the sex toy aisle?
I should say something about
degradation or stereotypes or something.
Damn you've got an ass.
~~
She spends the ride telling her mom
how disappointed she is in her brother
for his willingness to take
what he hasn't earned.
I want to lift her chin
so she can see
how beautiful the sunset is tonight.
~~~
A boy and a middle aged guy
with a skateboard
board the train.
The boy tells Blonde jokes,
the guy tells dirty jokes with crass language.
They laugh and smile.
This kid will be real popular next recess.
~~
Sit down next to a man in uniform
smell of cigarettes and sweat,
at least he's found a cause.
That's something.
deciding that today you would
relegate yourself to the sex toy aisle?
I should say something about
degradation or stereotypes or something.
Damn you've got an ass.
~~
She spends the ride telling her mom
how disappointed she is in her brother
for his willingness to take
what he hasn't earned.
I want to lift her chin
so she can see
how beautiful the sunset is tonight.
~~~
A boy and a middle aged guy
with a skateboard
board the train.
The boy tells Blonde jokes,
the guy tells dirty jokes with crass language.
They laugh and smile.
This kid will be real popular next recess.
~~
Sit down next to a man in uniform
smell of cigarettes and sweat,
at least he's found a cause.
That's something.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
The Squirrel
Fresh off a winter of buried nuts and long naps,
the furry little beast with cute, tufted ears
has come down off his tree to sit next to the bike path
that runs between Jamaica plain and the rest of Boston.
A path I battled a flat tire on for an extra hour on my way home last night,
in search of my bed
only to find myself deserting it not 4 hours hence
to repair my broken wheel
and hurriedly retrace my path back to a place
I sorely did not want to be.
Here the tiny creature waits,
watching a lone walker several hundred feet away before turning
and eyeing me with his glossy pupils.
My thoughts stared him down
willing him to leave our meeting till another day
but instead he crouched,
and waited until I was near parallel with his position,
adjacent to this pavement now bumpy from the tree roots
burrowing beneath it.
Suddenly he sprung!
Out onto the path and directly into my turning wheel,
reeling around and colliding again with my foot,
then scampered off to safer foliage.
There's no art in that.
He's just dumb.
the furry little beast with cute, tufted ears
has come down off his tree to sit next to the bike path
that runs between Jamaica plain and the rest of Boston.
A path I battled a flat tire on for an extra hour on my way home last night,
in search of my bed
only to find myself deserting it not 4 hours hence
to repair my broken wheel
and hurriedly retrace my path back to a place
I sorely did not want to be.
Here the tiny creature waits,
watching a lone walker several hundred feet away before turning
and eyeing me with his glossy pupils.
My thoughts stared him down
willing him to leave our meeting till another day
but instead he crouched,
and waited until I was near parallel with his position,
adjacent to this pavement now bumpy from the tree roots
burrowing beneath it.
Suddenly he sprung!
Out onto the path and directly into my turning wheel,
reeling around and colliding again with my foot,
then scampered off to safer foliage.
There's no art in that.
He's just dumb.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
The Blues
(Sung - minor blues)
It's just a short term memory, I don't remember no one
It's just a short term memory, I don't remember no one
Come clouds come winter, I won't remember the sun
[change, major blues, uptempo]
I woke up this morning, and nothing seemed alright
I woke up this morning, and everything seemed wrong
You've been on my mind
(Spoken)
They say that slavery was mother to the blues,
an infant torn inch from a dark womb by oppression and loss
in a birth so painful as to make a race cry out in Harmony.
They say Hate was the father, a strict patriarch that disciplined regularly,
using a whip to carve quarter inch reminders into aching backs
just to be sure this child never forgot how to moan.
I disagree.
(Sung)
I woke up this morning, and wished it was the night
I woke up this morning, and wished it was still the night
It's easier to hide when I can, turn out the lights
(spoken)
They say you must be depressed to sing the blues
They say you must have given up on life,
They say you must be beaten down, trod upon,
and so forsaken that you have given up hope,
with nothing left to give but the story of your pain.
I disagree.
I disagree because I believe that Love is the mother of blues,
the mother of music, mother of us all. The Love of yourself,
of hands and skin, of neighbors and family,
of Nature, of god, of Life, of Life,
The love of Life.
Love is our mother and although father may dwell in anger
we know it is every child's destiny to rebel against their father.
The Blues was born adolescent,
and like adolescence every sentiment has more meaning in the blues.
The sweet taste of honey, the sting of the it's maker,
your sweetest kiss, the sting of it's maker
are amplified in by love
into a celestial experience only people can understand.
(Sung)
In every joy, the memory of pain
In every loss, the promise redemption
in every sorrow, the search for love
(spoken)
The blues is a story of a people
and it is ever watchful, waiting for the next chapter
You see, us people, we're forgetful.
When you are stung by a bee, how quick are you to recall the sweet taste of honey?
When your mother dies, how long until you recall the way she tickled your belly as you laughed and squirmed away to hide,
waiting for her to come and pick you up against your half-hearted protests?
The next time you fall in love, how long before you remember what is to lose something truly dear to you?
We are forgteful, We are short term
but the blues is long term,
and the blues do not forget.
The blues remember, remembers because we can not.
Remembers the smile you had when you struck out on your own for the first time because you didn't need all that crap your parents put on you
Remembers the tears you cried when you found yourself hurt and alone, struggling to find an identity you felt comfortable in
Remembers every single person who didn't follow you out of dodge
The Blues remembers your first love, your first hate,
the first time you ever embarassed yourself in front of a crowd
and how we all told you to wear a belt with those pants.
The blues remembers that though summer's green and yellow whisper love poems in your ear
Winter's grey embrace will soon shut out every sound but that of your heart beat.
Though we may forget about
the blood ran hot, the blood that ran cold,
the blood that was property and the blood that turned
blossoms of hope into strange fruits plucked before their time
The blues does not.
All I'm sayingis, it might behoove us to remember
to ask every once in a while,
and let the blues to remind us.
(sung)
I woke up this morning
you were on my mind
I woke up this morning
you've been on my mind
I've been sleeping with the dreams
you never left behind
I woke up this morning
Just to see the suns first light
I woke up this morning
to watch it chase away the night
I believe,
yes I believe
that everything will be alright.
It's just a short term memory, I don't remember no one
It's just a short term memory, I don't remember no one
Come clouds come winter, I won't remember the sun
[change, major blues, uptempo]
I woke up this morning, and nothing seemed alright
I woke up this morning, and everything seemed wrong
You've been on my mind
(Spoken)
They say that slavery was mother to the blues,
an infant torn inch from a dark womb by oppression and loss
in a birth so painful as to make a race cry out in Harmony.
They say Hate was the father, a strict patriarch that disciplined regularly,
using a whip to carve quarter inch reminders into aching backs
just to be sure this child never forgot how to moan.
I disagree.
(Sung)
I woke up this morning, and wished it was the night
I woke up this morning, and wished it was still the night
It's easier to hide when I can, turn out the lights
(spoken)
They say you must be depressed to sing the blues
They say you must have given up on life,
They say you must be beaten down, trod upon,
and so forsaken that you have given up hope,
with nothing left to give but the story of your pain.
I disagree.
I disagree because I believe that Love is the mother of blues,
the mother of music, mother of us all. The Love of yourself,
of hands and skin, of neighbors and family,
of Nature, of god, of Life, of Life,
The love of Life.
Love is our mother and although father may dwell in anger
we know it is every child's destiny to rebel against their father.
The Blues was born adolescent,
and like adolescence every sentiment has more meaning in the blues.
The sweet taste of honey, the sting of the it's maker,
your sweetest kiss, the sting of it's maker
are amplified in by love
into a celestial experience only people can understand.
(Sung)
In every joy, the memory of pain
In every loss, the promise redemption
in every sorrow, the search for love
(spoken)
The blues is a story of a people
and it is ever watchful, waiting for the next chapter
You see, us people, we're forgetful.
When you are stung by a bee, how quick are you to recall the sweet taste of honey?
When your mother dies, how long until you recall the way she tickled your belly as you laughed and squirmed away to hide,
waiting for her to come and pick you up against your half-hearted protests?
The next time you fall in love, how long before you remember what is to lose something truly dear to you?
We are forgteful, We are short term
but the blues is long term,
and the blues do not forget.
The blues remember, remembers because we can not.
Remembers the smile you had when you struck out on your own for the first time because you didn't need all that crap your parents put on you
Remembers the tears you cried when you found yourself hurt and alone, struggling to find an identity you felt comfortable in
Remembers every single person who didn't follow you out of dodge
The Blues remembers your first love, your first hate,
the first time you ever embarassed yourself in front of a crowd
and how we all told you to wear a belt with those pants.
The blues remembers that though summer's green and yellow whisper love poems in your ear
Winter's grey embrace will soon shut out every sound but that of your heart beat.
Though we may forget about
the blood ran hot, the blood that ran cold,
the blood that was property and the blood that turned
blossoms of hope into strange fruits plucked before their time
The blues does not.
All I'm sayingis, it might behoove us to remember
to ask every once in a while,
and let the blues to remind us.
(sung)
I woke up this morning
you were on my mind
I woke up this morning
you've been on my mind
I've been sleeping with the dreams
you never left behind
I woke up this morning
Just to see the suns first light
I woke up this morning
to watch it chase away the night
I believe,
yes I believe
that everything will be alright.
Studying (a flo)
STudy flo
My head's been cracked open and
things keep falling out
someone suture me up
and stem the flow of doubts
that cut into my confidence
evidence that providence
lost faith my seed will sprout
Stuck back in the corner to small for a home
3 walls 4 racks and a case of beer incase my dome
so many people ask for smiles and paper I seem to favor
but I just want peace, quiet, books,
I just want to be left alone
Friday Sunday Thursday Saturday
could've been my choice, could've been my voice
while your boys been out causing problem I've been earning a check
checking the rhythms of varied sound systems
use my eyes, use my ears, I can read what's been written on walls
so sugar salt the rim and be sure that it glistens
for when the limelight hits to chase that taste - listen
It's been a long night, I find it hard to concentrate
I'd rather procrastinate and listen to my roomates
fuck off and fuck around with nothing better to do
than drink, get high and assassinate my chances
of falling asleep in the near future
It's a long night ahead
My head is cracked
Give me sutures
My head's been cracked open and
things keep falling out
someone suture me up
and stem the flow of doubts
that cut into my confidence
evidence that providence
lost faith my seed will sprout
My heads been cracked open
things keep falling out
someone suture me up
and stem the flow throughout
a time of misery
that follows me a history
of Hillary's and pills that be
manufactured at distilleries
all working to box you in
and I want- out
My head's been cracked open and
things keep falling out
someone suture me up
and stem the flow of doubts
that cut into my confidence
evidence that providence
lost faith my seed will sprout
Stuck back in the corner to small for a home
3 walls 4 racks and a case of beer incase my dome
so many people ask for smiles and paper I seem to favor
but I just want peace, quiet, books,
I just want to be left alone
Friday Sunday Thursday Saturday
could've been my choice, could've been my voice
while your boys been out causing problem I've been earning a check
checking the rhythms of varied sound systems
use my eyes, use my ears, I can read what's been written on walls
so sugar salt the rim and be sure that it glistens
for when the limelight hits to chase that taste - listen
It's been a long night, I find it hard to concentrate
I'd rather procrastinate and listen to my roomates
fuck off and fuck around with nothing better to do
than drink, get high and assassinate my chances
of falling asleep in the near future
It's a long night ahead
My head is cracked
Give me sutures
My head's been cracked open and
things keep falling out
someone suture me up
and stem the flow of doubts
that cut into my confidence
evidence that providence
lost faith my seed will sprout
My heads been cracked open
things keep falling out
someone suture me up
and stem the flow throughout
a time of misery
that follows me a history
of Hillary's and pills that be
manufactured at distilleries
all working to box you in
and I want- out
Saturday, February 27, 2010
When will you come down?
Fire racing, fire chasing, fire we set free
Torchlight guide, fires blazing
Shepard that we lead
Fire-fire-fire racing
chasing towards the trees...
I am awake. My eyes are open.
I will see souls stripped bare tonight,
I will see bodies stripped of their clothes,
I will see people stripped of their humanity,
I will see bodies stripped of their souls.
Realize that anger is pain.
Realize that Heat rises.
Brother, when will you come down?
My head feels so tight I could scream,
yet our mouths remain shut
a vice, a weight pressing on the sides of the skull
like an ugly crown, a demons headdress,
the devil's blessing bonded with skin we use
to escape the fate of those bonded with skin
we liken to our shadows,
and rid ourselves of both by the light of fire.
Anger is pain.
Thy kingdom come of fire, of heat
of fists, spit, and blood
Father! I am paralyzed by the steadiness of your hand
and light in your eyes as you tied the knot.
How clean you look, standing to watch the pendulum swing
back and forth,
back and forth,
as the breeze counts our sins.
Mother! Your sweet voice brings comfort no longer, but instead
haunts me in its silence. All I hear now is the echo of your screams
as they introduced you to their friend the flame.
Sister! Look not upon charred flesh as a darkening of skin,
but a darkening of souls. Hung here is the ugly hearth of your patronage,
cold hearts alighting in helpless tinder with vigilante sparks.
Sear your brain with the pain he felt as you watch the infernal smoke
rising so black into the night.
This is no dream, you're eyes are open.
Realize that heat rises.
Brother! When will you come down?
Thy kingdom come upon us, come uppance
all come to soon and gone in a flash
what purpose, what justice of our divine wrath?
what divinity so wrathful to lead our smiling descent to the gates of hell
and watch approvingly as we hold our brothers down, laughing as they drown in pain?
Hold your revelry for but a moment,
and you will hear minds crack in this inferno
You will hear our souls dry, wither, and waste.
You will hear a body burn.
Realize
air becomes more and more scarce
as muscles clench tighter and tighter
until they're ready to break with tension
and flail out to destroy everything within reach
screaming freedom while wrapping the chains
tighter around all of us
tighter around our throats
to keep us from speaking
tighter around his neck
to keep him from breathing
and higher, higher up the tree
Brother, when will you come down?
Fire racing, fire chasing, fire in the trees
Torchlight guide, fires blazing
Shepard that we lead
Fire-fire-fire blazing
Fire we set free...
--
We of the South have never recognized the right of the negro to govern white men, and we never will. We have never believed him to be the equal of the white man, and we will not submit to his gratifying his lust on our wives and daughters without lynching him." - South Carolina Governor and Senator Benjamin R. Tillman, 1900.
Look first at Stacy, then turn to the little girl in the summer dress, looking at Stacy, and then to the man behind her, perhaps her father, in the spotless white shirt and slacks and the clean white skimmer. They will stand there forever, admiring the proof of their civilization.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Ink
My eyes are tattooed with the ink of your skin
images, shapes are all just a guise
for the visage of you that makes my heart sing,
Love and obsession are much the same thing.
Your hair is knotted with grease and grey matter
synapse fire I can feel in my chest,
feel your heart beat, inhale your sweet cream colored scent
though I left thousands of miles to lie
westward between us
as you set in the east,
bedding your Venus right beneath the blankets of snow
I can't melt
no matter how hot I think am.
I can not touch, and I can not look
because you're design is inked in everything I see
Your curves lounge in every shape and shadow
Your laugh in every crowded hallway,
My thoughts have been branded with your silky iron.
It might just be really bad timing,
but you and me, we could've been something physical,
visceral; two dogs in heat with no catch between us,
no pounds except the pound of flesh
pounding in our chests as we pound each other
into happy oblivion.
You the fire, I the smoke.
Tangled up and awash in orange glow
hot with your heat
as you writhe beneath
pushing me up into the sky
Paws without rabbits,
Honey without bees,
Ink without paper.
I can paint you razor blade incisions without blood,
just the scarlet flush of pain and pleasure
slithering up your back until it overtakes your tongue singing
the ecstatic white rolling through your eyes out the top of your head
and back down to rest in the nape of your neck
while you recoil to strike again.
You-me
knock-down
drag-out
no rules and no holds barred.
Hit me so hard that when it's all over I can still taste your blood in my mouth.
One for the ages.
You,
Girl,
Snake,
Eden,
Woman.
My eyes are tattooed with the ink of your skin,
colors and shapes are all just a guise
For the image of you that makes my heart sing
Love and obsession are much the same thing.
images, shapes are all just a guise
for the visage of you that makes my heart sing,
Love and obsession are much the same thing.
Your hair is knotted with grease and grey matter
synapse fire I can feel in my chest,
feel your heart beat, inhale your sweet cream colored scent
though I left thousands of miles to lie
westward between us
as you set in the east,
bedding your Venus right beneath the blankets of snow
I can't melt
no matter how hot I think am.
I can not touch, and I can not look
because you're design is inked in everything I see
Your curves lounge in every shape and shadow
Your laugh in every crowded hallway,
My thoughts have been branded with your silky iron.
It might just be really bad timing,
but you and me, we could've been something physical,
visceral; two dogs in heat with no catch between us,
no pounds except the pound of flesh
pounding in our chests as we pound each other
into happy oblivion.
You the fire, I the smoke.
Tangled up and awash in orange glow
hot with your heat
as you writhe beneath
pushing me up into the sky
Paws without rabbits,
Honey without bees,
Ink without paper.
I can paint you razor blade incisions without blood,
just the scarlet flush of pain and pleasure
slithering up your back until it overtakes your tongue singing
the ecstatic white rolling through your eyes out the top of your head
and back down to rest in the nape of your neck
while you recoil to strike again.
You-me
knock-down
drag-out
no rules and no holds barred.
Hit me so hard that when it's all over I can still taste your blood in my mouth.
One for the ages.
You,
Girl,
Snake,
Eden,
Woman.
My eyes are tattooed with the ink of your skin,
colors and shapes are all just a guise
For the image of you that makes my heart sing
Love and obsession are much the same thing.
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